Abigail Chabitnoy
Summer 2023 | Poetry
Hawking Rabbit Feet in the Age of Disbelief
1.
in my dreams when i was young and newly in love
newly bound in love
i hung the birds in churches
before industrial fans in the ceiling
in the rafters above the old women singing
where they might give the illusion of flight.
2.
don’t fill my ark with flightless birds
wings dried tight and bound
on their sides.
if the bird won’t sing, let the old women
send their notes on smoke and let blades spin feathers
into objects of affection.
3.
the dirty birds in the harbor cling to the rigging
like baleful Christmas ornaments. like the chuparosa
my mother’s sister bought for me.
4.
on the island see the nation’s birds for what they really are:
opportunistic feeders. like us
they adapt. pluck the crust
from the child’s hands.
5.
white plastic bags flutter treetops
trash hangs from the nests of black kites
there’s something they want to show off—
nests with the most plastic belonging
to the strongest the young
have not yet learned to covet.
we should be proud.
many cling to grim odds. the good news
(such as it is). what is left will collect.
people only want to see
the negative effects [of] flooding / but
there’s a lot of green in this climate change
to be had.
6.
the first ark was not large enough
nearly and in (-) substantial/ly
monument/al—already
spit on the divide.
the second bought for insurance
claims inevitably to sink
into such Kentucky scorched earth.
[insert your home state here and
hold your breath.]
7.
ultimately suppose it might come
to swimming after all. or
nothing. nothing too
a possibility—
Abigail Chabitnoy is a Koniag descendant and member of the Tangirnaq Native Village in Kodiak. She is the author of In the Current Where Drowning Is Beautiful (Wesleyan 2022) and How to Dress a Fish (Wesleyan 2019), shortlisted for the 2020 International Griffin Prize for Poetry and winner of the 2020 Colorado Book Award, and the linocut illustrated chapbook Converging Lines of Light (Flower Press 2021). She currently teaches at the Institute of American Indian Arts and is an assistant professor at UMass Amherst. Find her at salmonfisherpoet.com.
Abigail recommends The Maybe-Bird by Jennifer Elise Foerster and The Collected Complete Poems of Iliassa Sequin.