Andrew Joron
Winter 2023 | Poetry
Five Poems
Anti-Mate
Animate any
or any’s nominator—
And then a man, and then a many.
If I say so, I seesaw.
C’est ça! C’est ça!
Toward the un-
Toward, O cloaca of the clock / the nothing doing.
After all
the forms of fatality
lay wrung, lie wrong.
Un-
Til an un-
Tell-
ing, ring of my sea-scene: O
ma mer, O ma mer!
Mere ardor a door, or red odor.
Broadcast
Heed: these seeds
suspended in space—
Static
news, paused formation.
Picture: a picture
of particles caught
in a cast of timeless light—
A where
before there, a thought
Cast in stone.
I, last
Member of the cast, must read from that script
where eyes speak out
& ears peer in.
I am not made of anything.
Matter is
what doesn’t—period.
Poor reception
at this depth.
MN8
Stand before a mirror, & you become
a member of another world.
Stand behind a name, & the world
becomes a member of itself.
So, make a map of all the eyes you’ve ever met.
Find a path through the mirrors of Thine Others.
Continuity is the essence of the abyss.
To radiate, leave it all behind.
To emanate, stay connected to the source.
Wave-
phantom, the ship of state—
who cares? who carries? who cures?
Write your answer here, on the most
reflective surface.
Dear observer—as space expands, “never”
is misspelled as “nerver.”
So the mind is blinded by perception.
So reading is reanimation of the dead.
The Spectator Position
The plus
Of placing you, I mean me
Upon the sacrificial stone—
Minus us
In the maze of us, left self.
Aloft, absent finality
for the knelling, the kneeling before—
O whore of here! I’ll gladly pay.
I offer my backstory
retconned
into Heat Death of the Universe
Now airing—sorry—
erring on
The side of, the site of, the sight of vanishment.
No truth without
A random alphabet, alas.
No tree without a flame, no
name without a name.
You
& you alone
Are responsible for your sins
Says the guy or guide to me.
A stray ray is not okay.
Here, only hear
the rake of
Ex-extant, beyond argument.
Next to all that is
spilt sibilant
There’s a thing that is split
In increments—
as if if
Might sift it-
self toward entities
As non-synonymous, yet sincere
as this & that.
Then there’s another
Who says
I’m the girl of you
sitting in your lap.
Abstract situation, sure.
Andrew Joron is a poet, essayist, and speculative fiction writer. His poetry collections include The Absolute Letter (Flood Editions (2017), Trance Archive: New and Selected Poems (City Lights, 2010), and The Sound Mirror (Flood Editions, 2008). His work of speculative fiction, O0, was published by Black Square Editions in 2022. The Cry at Zero, a selection of his prose poems and critical essays, was published by Counterpath Press in 2007. As a musician, Joron plays the theremin in various experimental and free-jazz ensembles. Joron teaches creative writing at San Francisco State University.