Jacquelyn Shah
Winter 2023 | Poetry
Four Poems
Zookering
Transparent, the wrath was transparent. And, seeing through its glass bottom proved that acute prevarication was more advanced than had previously been thought. I took a color from the box, crayoned over the small zen square in the lower right corner, happily zookering what I knew to be uninteresting to the uninitiated. I was right; no one gave it a second glance. It was all mine, mine however small, all mine, making me happy. The vein open, variations spreading through prevarication infusing the undergrowth of wrath with a lavender wealth of dice, I lay in the zen circle, feet crossing into the square. I sucked on the wrath lines, making my mouth all red as though I had eaten paan. Feline-free & unfamous, I lolled & livered my way to outlandish outbacks, firming up the loose flesh of underplumps, packing an already bulging valise for a trip to everland, where someone, to be sure, was waiting, open-armed, wonder-bound, eager & ebullient. Has-beens flocked to the dice as I zookered more. And more, I can promise eventuality, the more free-spree from red this venture yields––ha ha to robust you & you.
Tongue on the Cusp
Lies all lies you can bet on it
Could it be otherwise?
The language is not mine
I have what? a tongue
unless le chat has it or la bête noire—
noire noire avoir parole
la langue—qu’est-ce que c’est?
la plume de mon oncle mon oncle
on my ankle bête noire biting
my heel achilles willies!
How could they? those goosesteppers
gagging my project––Foie Gras
of Mother Goose Ommmmm
of omigod My ears are plugged
Ommmmmmm my langue sags
but voices won’t stop
wailing I never fail to hear
Drown hydra drown Let me sit
in knotty silence a little désœuvré
contemplate the Derrida
of someone’s derrière
for just an hour or so . . . until
my rouge mouth begins belissimo
avec un sourire, O bridadier
to tongue the cusp again
and sing a song of serpent-kin
Tournament of Peppermint
On a sunny day they were gathered together,
peppermint sticks & their patties, to pepper & cheer.
Who could deploy their pepper farthest highest deepest?
Would peppermint be sediment,
would patties let their sentiments & dazzlements
help sink the evolutionary experiment?
Up up up in the air air air,
down down to the ground went the pepper.
Hurrah! Hurrah! went the patties.
And no one went guffaw.
Pepper rules! screamed peppermint fans,
all spearing-mints themselves & pretty self-contained & cool.
Deft legendary sticks went bounding––
leaps & super-califragilistic expi-expi-alitoe-shoes,
jeté jeté & allongé & even grand jeté, all the way . . . Plié?
No, not legends, they’re all stiff (legged & necked
& you-know-what & only bent, hell-absolutely-bent
on peppering). Extermination was a word
that no one spoke since everyone was confident
their firmament was meant to last.
Content to rest upon admit-nots, no impediment
to lastingness of peppermint could be envisioned.
So communities of mints all did their things––
deployments cheering peppering more peppering
with opulence & vehemence & even more.
So it went, all the way to the first moment
of coughing, till choking was the rule.
And all the mints grandiloquent, impertinent,
misspent their last event on earth
as apocalypse and torment superseded tournament.
Quartrains on the Letter Q
If they call you Quirky claim it
with a capital Q––
let kinks rise and fall like cunning suns
that gauge the usefulness of heat and light.
If they say you’re Quixotic claim it
with a capital Q––
flights, woolgathering, and amoks
are the weave of your psychic tweed.
If they sense your Quiddity proclaim
it has a capital Q––
for nymphs and elves and sprites are given space
to caper beneath your lid.
And let them know your Quodlibet
with a capital Q
is always playing in your heart,
where passions ride its zither strings.
To name yourself as Queer, make sure
it’s with a Q
that’s capital as well as casual,
imperturbable and apt,
since old adverse flickers of the word
have lost themselves
in genial sequins. Word of former ill repute,
it can comfort you in any Quagmire.
You cherish what you’ve always claimed––
the letter Q
that lives so quietly within your given name,
ten-pointer in the famous Scrabble game.
Jacquelyn Shah holds: A.B. (Phi Beta Kappa, magna cum laude), Rutgers U; M.A. English, Drew U; M.F.A. and Ph.D. English literature/creative writing–poetry, U of Houston. Publications: a poetry chapbook, small fry; a full-length poetry book, What to Do with Red; poems in various journals. Literal Latté’s 2018 Food Verse Contest winner, she is the 2023 winner of Choeofpleirn’s Kenneth Johnston Non-fiction Book Award; her hybrid memoir Limited Engagement: A Way of Living was published this summer.