Kevin McLellan

Winter 2023 | Poetry

Three Poems

Swamp Rose
 

damned

at the out-

set: name

 

akin to a girl

who town

-to-towned

 

or an ab-

staining 

queer

 

who once

slept

around—i

 

am both

naïve & away

running    

 

though not

seizing

a swamp

 

—nor

a swamp

over me.      

Bloodroot


‘cause of all the O’s

 

‘cause rooted in taint

‘cause no nectar

 

‘cause red—‘cause

 

white petals but it’s

the stamen’s yellow

 

that makes me feel

 

dirty—& i is we &

we’re queer-

 

ing underground like

 

Gen Xers closing it

all down or the celibate

 

at nightfall for yet

 

another summer ‘cause

suicidal petals ‘cause

 

yellow ‘cause

 

exposure ‘cause

all of it back in the day; 

Tips For a Gay Teen in Rural New Hampshire  

Stay safe. Wear headgear. 

 

Tap your opponent on the head.

 

Figure out his reaction time and how he reacts to each movement. 

    

Have a plan before you fully commit.

 

Keep a low stance when not in contact.

 

Notice how long it takes him to get from one place to another.

 

Keep your elbow at an obtuse angle.

 

Never lead in with a straight arm. Get both hands on one of his arms. This is what you can control. Control his wrists.

 

Get under his armpit first. It can win the position. 

 

Apply pressure. Optimize friction.   

 

Keep your head up. Find an angle on him.

 

Look for open hips. What can direct his hips are your hips.

 

If he breaks your grip, be faster than his sprawl. Or you could find yourself out-of-bounds.         

 

Your choice or his. Cradle. Chest-to-chest. Bear Hug. Leg Ride. Flat Man. Guillotine.        

 

Become a rock, if in the bottom position.

 

No rolling. Don’t give up your wrist.

 

 

 

Kevin McLellan is the author of in other words you/ (winner of the 2022 Hilary Tham Capital Collection selected by Timothy Liu), Ornitheology (Massachusetts Book Awards recipient), Tributary, Round Trip and the book objects Hemispheres and [box] which reside in several special collections including the Blue Star Collection at Harvard University. He makes videos under the name Duck Hunting with the Grammarian which won Best Short Form Short at the LGBTQ+ Los Angeles Film Festival. It also was shown at the Flickers’ Rhode Island Film Festival, Berlin Short Film Festival, Tag! Queer Shorts Film Festival, and the Vancouver Queer Film Festival. Kevin lives in Cambridge, Massachusetts. https://kevmclellan.com/

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