Kevin McLellan
Winter 2023 | Poetry
Three Poems
Swamp Rose
damned
at the out-
set: name
akin to a girl
who town
-to-towned
or an ab-
staining
queer
who once
slept
around—i
am both
naïve & away
running
though not
seizing
a swamp
—nor
a swamp
over me.
Bloodroot
‘cause of all the O’s
‘cause rooted in taint
‘cause no nectar
‘cause red—‘cause
white petals but it’s
the stamen’s yellow
that makes me feel
dirty—& i is we &
we’re queer-
ing underground like
Gen Xers closing it
all down or the celibate
at nightfall for yet
another summer ‘cause
suicidal petals ‘cause
yellow ‘cause
exposure ‘cause
all of it back in the day;
Tips For a Gay Teen in Rural New Hampshire
Stay safe. Wear headgear.
Tap your opponent on the head.
Figure out his reaction time and how he reacts to each movement.
Have a plan before you fully commit.
Keep a low stance when not in contact.
Notice how long it takes him to get from one place to another.
Keep your elbow at an obtuse angle.
Never lead in with a straight arm. Get both hands on one of his arms. This is what you can control. Control his wrists.
Get under his armpit first. It can win the position.
Apply pressure. Optimize friction.
Keep your head up. Find an angle on him.
Look for open hips. What can direct his hips are your hips.
If he breaks your grip, be faster than his sprawl. Or you could find yourself out-of-bounds.
Your choice or his. Cradle. Chest-to-chest. Bear Hug. Leg Ride. Flat Man. Guillotine.
Become a rock, if in the bottom position.
No rolling. Don’t give up your wrist.
Kevin McLellan is the author of in other words you/ (winner of the 2022 Hilary Tham Capital Collection selected by Timothy Liu), Ornitheology (Massachusetts Book Awards recipient), Tributary, Round Trip and the book objects Hemispheres and [box] which reside in several special collections including the Blue Star Collection at Harvard University. He makes videos under the name Duck Hunting with the Grammarian which won Best Short Form Short at the LGBTQ+ Los Angeles Film Festival. It also was shown at the Flickers’ Rhode Island Film Festival, Berlin Short Film Festival, Tag! Queer Shorts Film Festival, and the Vancouver Queer Film Festival. Kevin lives in Cambridge, Massachusetts. https://kevmclellan.com/