Claire Marie Stancek

Winter 2023 | Poetry

What is the reason
for your visit

What is the reason

     for your visit. What

        is the reason little life

       lives little live

   ones and how may we make

 your stay make you stay

    Stay. Say the fascia was

  incised say the incision extended

        from the top of the bluff, where

           the wind blows free. See

   the edge of the world, see the

reason for your visit from the hill

  top some great star, from our

          hidden places.

 

What reason for your

      summary of care,

  generated. And our hidden edge of

 reason our world

      edge you fell

        to from.

  Down through me. Among here

us with hear our

   toxin I would

       not unpoison

          you.

    Cannot from. See

the others. It is spring. It is morning. How

    happy I feel. How

the bleeding spaces

   were inspected, how

     any bleeding was already here

        for you in

          buried in

the downy pillow. But as though with a clear

   eye one could cast

   down the whole long stretch

         narrow the way through

  corridor my body

            breathes you.

 

     The reason for your

visit is in many ways

      made plain to us.

               This is about

      mountains. One

   dose two dose three

              four. Close the

     patient a ghost was

            taken a door found

         adequate. It is the

     blue-winged cry.

           This quiet dust.

    From dusk till dawn

  the livelong night. This

          just encrusted edge

    of. This dust.

 

What the diagnoses/Procedures.

What the recollections. What the

Diagnoses. What Active

          problems. Problem.

       As the attending physician I saw

            the history

         slick lacquered stains of

              blueblack berry night

              smoking roundly

         resolutely it is good to strive

     against the

           wind and rain. Rolling the

        shapes of. Active problems.

   What that sound at night is

             is breath

               it is my own

 

What is the reason

      whose ancestors called you down in

       me and the sound

         of their voices toxin

       talking sound was

  here hidden

       hour when the

    city, see sky-signs

        see with

   immensity

      and without be

        following: Falling

   comet hair I’m dense with

         see with

      city eyes

      under the greenwood tree where

              category fell

          split the cave of me

     dripping gape

         gawked wide

        This season for what is

  is it. Formatting of this note is

different from the original. May they come,

               may they come. Not

                   thankful. Of heaven

              or hell I have no

          power to sing to bring

         you to. You would be well. Tell

  me where under stars mal-

presentation, abruption, pre

   -term, event. With the formatting.

         With the quiet

     with this dust this

patient aware in the event of the given.

 

What fell upon us like an

         Encounter, the Details of,

   influence of natural objects, the visits

       requested. That such

              have died, and of

   all the birds may

        nothing evil cross

                      this door.

 

What your encounter

    incised. What reason. An ant carries

               a dead ant falling

             forward with each step

          resolute on the jute

             even so follow

                a wanding procedure performed

            to confirm

                 that overnight a rose

             could come. See

overnight, a rose, see a crack between

  wall and star new sky. That night.

         I think that no one slept. Documented as of

                       this encounter the skin closed

                with active problems patient

                                     back from

                            dream where you flew

                                   into me

                           out again you meant it

                         documented fleeting

                fleeing. Toxin my clocks and

            problems may active,

                but it is not hard to

            tell of a rose.

 

           Reason for

  in whose lush poison my

        babies fret sweat

                 along temples

                    offering ancestors little

                      fat fingers

                  drool slick.

            A fist of

       down from

         thrown to

            you. Wants to

                   sleep this AM. Feels                                  

        what remains O returned

       uterus to abdomen. Was

 there another spring

          than this.

             Why do you sing

         still cry

      out to us

             the voice Voices I heard from within

       the internet they or I misheard

            this is a dream where lips of mine

        keening cry they would ring

               they said why

               sing? they said

 

What is the reason

              for your visit.

                       This life. The

            solitary active

          problem. Issues or symptoms the

                  formatting. Raindark drenched

               when rocking I did clutch

                   my own bleeding

            self singing

             won’t you be be

                 my be my

             be my little baby

                       See that such

                   have died, then ring

                 the bells! then wrung the

                      other issues

                           symptoms. Other

                            issues forth:

                            sing out

                            sing out

 

Visit your reason for what is.

          Electronically

              signed by who loves

           the rain. With the

      knife. Common

              things. Abdomen: soft, non-

             tender and gravid.

     Agree with above.

              Cont to support

            anxieties. Declines

         sleep aid. Plan

    for Initially uninterested - will readdress. This

            door you might not

     open and you Q

        R S yes

     peach your cheek

     whee whee to wit to you w

           wet yes X marks the eggs

            out sound up flung and away from

                     not here

          this fluid absence

        of your voice into which

                  I sing

       my love

 

Visit you

         Daily

       Progress Note. To the operating            

      note may contain it                       

           please note it may it

      lies around us like a

                 cloud. See the

                           other world

                                 present prior to

                          rupture. No change.

                     Other issues or

                  symptoms: harvest

                         moon. The blade was

                               then this is the way.

 

   What is the reason for your visit to

        sing out your heart. It is so far from

              thee. Formatting of

         my heart under

               whose gloaming

                I carried you

               drenched through

         mine with our

            heart’s blood

       not accepting of With rue

          won’t you be my

 

Reason for your 

              rue my brief your

                 progress. Labor

         touched with splendors of the moon.

                            Why all the time

                         to keep you

                      from dying I

                 tried. When what

   you needed shelter

         from was life.

            From breakfast

                through all the day,

                  A was apple pie and I

                 summoned you from under my heart for

              it does not go out of her heart ever again

         am toxin to follow

       where you lead

            in leaden rings she shall

      cloud sense of

       mouth mouth mother mouth your

          cheeks warm fruity drink your

      yeasty sweat of mine your

            mater meter sum hummed the

               matter mother what ever is the

          shattered season meted I

         give you the owlrd

           owlred

          owl red with

                 blooded howl

             worlded oer

       the door through

           this noise it is the breath and that

                the wall and that the wind

  and that the wind breath wall wind that

           the door who called you forth called

                    you back

          you give and take and take. Take

        me where could I go with you where

                 in gladness you were where

               are you

                    well where are

             where you would be

                          through the corridor

                 beating blood

         a whirlred through

 

What is the reason for your visit threw

         a comet streak across you

            grab into my hair tangle your

       fingers in threason

  threaded there there

       are no more seasons

      she sees in no more shall be

                There it is

                The evening

         weaving through

              lattice bright become

                  knots of time O mine my not mine

                      wade thru red blude cut open out comes

                 you fully blue

            and alive talking gesturing

         braided hair of evening orange prest through O

            any anymore

               I give you forth

                   there

                seasonless in dreaming with

             a fragile force, a silver moon, and a cup

                 of light alive

               I send you dripping out from

                    this dying cave of me

                         in the room

                     where lcoud could

             sun and sun return and passes turn as dark as though

               the room would be engulft release you

               the room would be engulft release you

               wildering worldring on shoulders sees and

               wildering worldring on shoulders sees and

               ring the skies sing out beyond

               who electronically signed that singing

          ring ring open

                       my loves

Claire Marie Stancek is a writer, editor, and educator. Her poetry collections include wyrd] bird (Omnidawn, 2020), Oil Spell (Omnidawn, 2018), and MOUTHS (Noemi, 2017). With Daniel Benjamin, she co-edited Active Aesthetics: Contemporary Australian Poetry (Tuumba/Giramondo, 2016). With Lyn Hejinian and Jane Gregory, she is co-editor and co-founder of Nion Editions, a chapbook press. Claire Marie earned a B.A. from the University of Toronto and holds a Ph.D. in English Literature from the University of California, Berkeley. She lives in Philadelphia.

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